Like how do people easily get over hurtful stuff? Some people easily move on like it never even happened. I just don't know how, it's like a very sharp knife stabbed my heart and it just stays there hurting me until I try so hard not to m its existence...the pain. Then it just goes down below the surface of my heart to join the dozens of other knives that lay there..Sometimes they try to swim back to the surface...
Sometimes I let them.

...another week.

So a new week is starting and honestly I know how everyday will go, if new surprises spring up I'll let you know (if there's anybody reading this that is) just to prove myself wrong.
I feel this short piece is a waste of blog page but I'm gonna post it anyways.